Seriously, I am happy with everything about me EXCEPT my tummy. I know if i had a tuck, I'd be so much happier with my body. I guess I need to figure out a way for my insurance to cover this procedure. I don't mind the arms, and the thighs and i actually like having my booty. But this stomach is GROSS! I look in the mirror most days and say "not bad" considering the whale I was about a year and 8 months ago.
Its probably not a good idea to have a tuck at this time since I am not even 2 years out from Surgery but i hate looking in the mirror and everything is fine, except that part *insert sad face*
Has anyone had a tummy tuck? I have so much belly fat its disgusting!
Monday I went to the gym and worked out for a little less than an hour and that felt good. I felt like I had so much energy afterwards. Went home and did some laundry and washed dishes. I also could have gone to bed early had I not wanted to sit on the phone with my boyfriend while watching Breaking Bad (which is an amazing show). I will go to the gym a few days a week to try to lose the weight I gained when the boyfriend was visiting. :/
I often wonder why I was so confident in my bigger body. I just knew I was cute. Now, I am super insecure. Its pretty sad. Like at a size 14, its not good enough, but at a size 22/24, I was happy. Makes no sense. Can anyone explain the logic behind that? I used to be a social butterfly at my biggest weight. And now I stay home, not only because I feel like I am a new person and I don't have the same thoughts/feelings as I once had. Or maybe I am just growing up while old friends are still into the clubbing scene?
Anyway enough with my rambling.. I gave myself a headache!
XOXO
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I'm in the same boat - it might be the attention factor. We get a little more, maybe (not that we didn't pre-band, but now it might be more) and that pisses us off. lol I'm really not sure.
ReplyDeleteAnd I'm in the same 'LET'S CHOP ALL THIS FAT OFF MY BELLY' situation. Ugh.
girl you look awesome! I see your pics and you are my inspiration!
DeleteI often wonder why I was so confident in my bigger body. I just knew I was cute. Now, I am super insecure. Its pretty sad. Like at a size 14, its not good enough, but at a size 22/24, I was happy. Makes no sense. Can anyone explain the logic behind that?
ReplyDeleteGood question. I've heard more than a few women express the same but I never really asked why is that so? I just felt like it had more to do with the elasticity of the skin after losing the weight.
Perhaps?
Don, you may be right. My tummy is just blah now. Not that it wasn't before. I am sure if i exercised it may be a bit more toned. No doubt with weight loss surgery some people will have to go through reconstructive surgery. I think I was going to be that way anyway due to my small frame. I am barely 5 feet tall and all that weight I had just wasn't for my body type!
DeleteSame boat too. It's funny because When I go out and men compliment me I feel like I'm a lie. Like in clothes I look good but if the ever saw the mess underneath they'd run the opposite direction. I feel deformed.
ReplyDeleteI think if I really put in the time and effort I could get a tuck covered. But it's got to happen! In the three years I've known my boyfriend he's never seen it and I freak out if even gets near to touching my tummy!